[__spiral_hell__]

x-43

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 06:52:52 GMT

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R1
Been pondering about Indalecio recently. Wonder if new information will be disclosed in the remake.

R2
First Departure wise...made quite abit of progress...but got sidetracked and ended up looking something up. Who my potential party members could be. Done quite abit of crafting too but haven't made anything too noteworthy.

R3
"No matter how comfortable, this is not a place to stay in. Utopia and Dystopia are two sides of the same mirror."

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Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:43:05 GMT

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R1
Finished Slayers and started on Slayer's Next.

This is kind of cool...they're adding a new ending to the Chrono Trigger remake (x). Game is going to be released later this month...

Rather interesting development...DJ Max Technika coming to the states(x). Interesting...wonder if it's a fun as it looks (x).

R2
Think I'm logging on too much on MMO 1 lately. Infact haven't played much of anything beside that.

R3
"In the interest of self-preservation, I ask you to never be in the same room with me. Walking within 30 feet of me will be consider an act of war. It's nothing personal but your a walking disaster."

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Thu, 23 Oct 2008 04:23:20 GMT

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R1
Got my copy of Star Ocean: First Departure (psp) today. Finally will experience the Ronyx J. Kenny legacy. You would think I would be playing this game right now but sadly I need to charge my psp ; ; Sidenote, Star ocean: Second Evolution will be released for NA...January 06/09!

R2
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R3
"It is foolish to spend one's life for the sake of the dead. Regardless of what becomes, the dead will neither rejoice nor grieve."

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Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:11:29 GMT

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R1
- Acquired the following; FF II (psp), Valkyrie profile Lenneth (psp), DDR X (ps2), Dirge of Cerberus - FF VII (ps2, and Disgaea 3 Absence of Justice (ps3).

- I finally got around to watching one of the anime from the list. At first I got a bit discouraged since I wanted to watch the anime in sequential order. However, after watching a few of the ova's and then debating on how to watch the movies (they took part sometime during the series)...I ended up disregarding chronology. So now just focusing on the main series and will go back to watch the movies later. As for the anime I speak of...it's slayers.

- Thinking about how I'm going to find time to watch/play all that stuff kind of hurts my brain x.x

R2
Haven't had luck downloading current psp firmware update...two attempts and both failed. Worst part was that both attempts took so long and drained a good chunk of the battery life.

R3
"Familiarity brings contempt."

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Mon, 29 Sep 2008 09:08:25 GMT

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R1
While I would like to say a couple of things about Blassreiter (just finished series)...I won't, I'll save it for another day. I just regurgitated everything I just ate in the last 24hours ; ;

Also, kind of looking forward to Sarah Connor Chronicles later today...supposedly they going to reveal Cameron origins. Which I'm a bit curious about...

R2
Started "Astonishia Story" for psp. Rather fun rpg...but then again it might be fact that I haven't played a simple rpg in a long time. Also, pre-ordered Star Ocean: First Departure...

Despite being casual...been doing a couple of things with them (ls thing).
- killed gods (semi-okay drops)
- camped several NM for ls members (they been rather generous)
- fought several avatars of which included Fenrir.

R3
"Ah, just be quiet. If you care that much, then come here and be my pillow."

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Thu, 11 Sep 2008 04:13:54 GMT

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R1
Unexpectedly...I caught the "Sarah Connor chronicles" on Monday. I had no intentions of watching it...infact, I didn't even know it was going to be on. Episode was okay...well, maybe not okay. It was good enough to make want to continue watching series...although, that's a bias opinion cause after all, I am a fan of terminator franchise

R2
Due to server maintenance, I was able to watch the "Sarah Connor chronicles." Version update was pretty good...like new leveling method they implemented.

Sadly, been busier then usual thus haven't been playing other MMO.

R3
"Well, it's certainly true, the closer you get to becoming a master...the more potent technique becomes even without strength."

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Tue, 02 Sep 2008 07:03:00 GMT

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R1
Spiral_hell's neglecting skills have increased by 0.5 points

Contrary to the popular believe....I'm not trying to skill-up my neglecting skills...anyway, moving on...

I went to the mall today with expectation of getting a haircut, however, place was packed. I was like...not going to waste my time waiting. Went with option B, got ( O ) to cut my hair. While at the mall, I bought a mp3 player, primary usage will be for S.E.R.P training purposes. Love to listen to music when I train...

S.E.R.P training wise; I already knew this but been rather lazy about it...I need to amp it up a level in order for progress to continue.

My favorite blogger is blogging once more! Yes, I'm rather happy about this ^^;

R2
FF XI wise; two old friend returned to game. I'm really excited about them returning but also know that they have expectation of ls. Expectation fact bothers me slightly...since I'm leader of ls.

I also tried that MMO I wanted to try. Back when I was looking for a MMO to play...it was my first choice but since there was no English version for it...was pointless to download and wing it. Second choice had same reason as #1...third choice was TO. Apparently, the English version been out for a while actually but been pre-occupied with misc. stuff to even notice. Even though I only played game for an hour...I ended up wasting like 45 minutes registering/creating character (customizing appearance and thinking up a name were the time killers). The 15 minutes I did play were okay though, game seem very interface friendly. Overall, I'll probably continue it.

R3
"You only think that because you don't understand anything nor can you do anything about it."

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Tue, 05 Aug 2008 05:36:41 GMT

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R1
After like a year of owning a ps3...I finally bought a game. Got the Soul Calibur IV Premium edition...came with the following; comic/artbook, tourney kit, t-shirt, and some downloadable content for character creation.

Also recently picked up Monster Hunter 2: Freedom. Although...I can't say I picked up game on a whim. I actually saw this video and was like...awesome.

Anime wise...getting behind on several series. The series which amuses me most is probably Soul Eater...suppose I could say it's genuine funny.

R2
On a another note, I couldn't log on TO. Not sure what the problem was but basically game wouldn't boot up properly. Seeing as I wasn't only having this problem...it wasn't on my side, so couldn't do much besides wait. Hey, now, it's a free game for the most part...so, there no justification for someone who plays a free game to complain, have to wait it out. Like all things it will resolve in due time...whether your around for that moment in time is a whole different matter. Anyways, today I logged in. Check updates log...they gave some free cash points away...for characters that are level 20 or higher. Since I haven't logged since well, like three to four months ago...didn't qualify for it ; ;

They changed the the dialogue boxes...that seems like the only change from what I can tell...suppose I should read rest of update log ^^; Anyways, it's easier to read text and boxes are easier on they eyes....approve of changes.

Shouldn't be a surprise but been playing Soul Calibur IV...mostly been trying to unlock stuff. After seeing Dark Vadar and Mitsurugi fight in the intro. I was like that's so wrong (a sword standing up to a light saber)...I came to the realization how much of a nerd I am for star wars franchise.

R3
"No matter how hard I try...I can only know as much as any other human."

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Wed, 09 Jul 2008 04:18:56 GMT

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R1
The cut I somehow I acquired inside my mouth has been annoying me for the past couple of days. I've come to a realization that I haven't invested time in ignoring pain from within. I suppose a better question is...how does one even train for it?

R2
Need to re-vamp my rdm...

R3
"If you only know how to use a weapon for its power, you can't become its master."

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Mon, 23 Jun 2008 09:52:12 GMT

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R1
While I can't say that I'm happy...I mean, come one, I've fallen again. Being happy about it...I would seriously question myself. Yet, after so many times of experiencing the same ordeal with same results...I can't help and wonder what's the whole purpose of it. I don't feel like these experiences will make my system stronger.

And for the record...I'm referring to a cold. I caught one again...as to why I speak of it in such a esoteric manner? I'm not sure...my perception is slightly altered perhaps?"

R2
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R3
"No matter how careful I am, it'll be unavoidable."

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Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:38:53 GMT

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R1
Think I'll do this point form...

- Bought a psp...bought a few games with it. This purchase reminded me of my younger days...when I was a videogame junkie ^^; Yeah, back then I didn't know what moderation meant or was curious enough to look up what it meant.

- And Yeah, one of the games I bought was SFA max. Yup, that's right...I have like 3 copies of this game (different versions). I am after all a slave to SF/capcom -_-;

- Ironically I still don't own a ps3 game yet...Luis did let me borrow "Assassin's Creed." Played abit of it...game doesn't interest me. Suppose you can blame that MMO I restarted playing for lack of interest I guess.

- My fav. blogger has been neglecting her blog for quite some time now. While I'm disappointed...I can't complain. After I all...I can be quite the neglecter ^^;

- Shouldn't be a surprise...but I'm quite behind in my anime watch list...

R2
Started a ls...I know...probably wasn't the best move on my part I suppose. I mean...was suppose to be a vacation trip there. I suppose the proper thing would be to see it through?

R3
"This world is fun because you're the main character of your life."

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Tue, 27 May 2008 06:48:32 GMT

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R1
Spiral_hell's neglecting skills have increased by 0.5 points

R2
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R3
"You will only be hurt more if you expect too much."

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Tue, 13 May 2008 16:03:21 GMT

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R1
Following is about a game called "Race Driver: GRID."

So GameTrailers compared the PS3 GRID to the PS3 GRID ... and the PS3 version somehow lost. But by merit of being the only player, does that mean it also won?

Basically, GameTrailers was suppose to compared the ps3 version of GRID against the 360 version of GRID. Supposedly they somehow messed up and compared the ps3 version to the ps3 version. Full read here.

I'm not surprise by this...after all there are owned by MTV, which is owned by Viacom. Viacom is corporate assets of Microsoft. Amazing how far a $500 million investment will go.

Suppose if you wanted to...you could find more cases of game trailers not equally portraying both products but that's way too fanboyism for me.

The above does not affect me. I make my decisions based on what I think/believe in. Good or bad, I proudly accept the consequences (if there is any) knowing that I made that decision on my own. After all, only those lacking commonsense/confidences blindly believe what some stranger tells you (in this case, a website). In the end, what should matters the most to you is your opinion...not someones else. Especially on the net where fanboyism is rampant.

R2
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R3
"To think at the same moment that you speak is quite a chore. It gets harder if you have to make up lies on the spot."

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Wed, 30 Apr 2008 19:15:58 GMT

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R1
I thought I was sure but I'm not so sure right now. What am I referring to? Well, been debating with myself if I should visit a place of my past. I mainly want to sneak up on someone from behind and go BOOO! Knowing that person...probably will go OMG YOUR BACK! or HOLY [CENSORED] No, I'm not exaggerating...I remember him telling me that he screamed [CENSORED] YEAH! at three in the morning after we defeated this one monster (item he desired dropped). He felt bad after cause he probably woke up a few people in his building ^^; There are other people I want to visit but he at the moment stands out. I'm not sure why though...it's not like he's a great friend. Hmm, maybe it's cause he always sort of admire me. I'll decide later today on what I'll do.

R2
Mainly been playing KoF XI. I did beat Magaki legit...well, somewhat legit. Team consisted of Terry, Iori, and Shion. Yeah, I know, Shion is not a normal character but beating the game on hardest difficult without any bonuses (cpu HP @50%, max gauge, recover power gauge) is still somewhat of a accomplishment. I still need to see/collect several more ending...

R3
"The slacker club doesn't need money cause doing nothing is cheap."

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Mon, 28 Apr 2008 04:33:36 GMT

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R1
Shhhh! don't wreck my fun...

R2
I'm rather disappointed in TO...cause I can't participate in the current event. It's the "Chaos Tower" event... The reason I can't participate is cause you need to be at least level 160 >< I'm only 94 ; ;

R3
"It's nice you're working hard, but you seem like you're destroying yourself."

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Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:49:56 GMT

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R1
Allison & Lillia
Amatsuki
Blassreiter
Kure-nai
Nabari no Ou
RD Sennou Chosashitsu (Real Drive)
Soul Eater
The Tower of Druaga: the Aegis of URUK

That looks about right...those are the anime I'm going try to watch this season.

On a side note, Gonzo is streaming two of their anime on the following sites; YouTube (Tower of Druaga/Blassreiter), CrunchyRoll, and BOST TV. Personally, I applaud their effort...makes watching anime alot easier.

R2
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R3
"Baby, when you get this cool, you don't bother with details"

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Sun, 20 Apr 2008 22:03:59 GMT

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R1
Following sounds like something you would find in a badly written self-help book. While I understand why death is necessary, I still can't accept death. Which means that I should prepare for my golden years despite the fact that there's nothing golden about that stage of life.

I saw a program recently that old age can be tolerable (people in their 90+ being self-sufficient (walking, cooking, have a normal conversation, etc.)). What does that mean? It means that their a glimmer of hope. You don't have to become pathetic and useless...while you wait for death to free you from the doom of living.

What does the above even mean? Well, it means that I'm putting more effort into taking care of my body and mind. Suppose I should include heart but my heart been locked and hidden away in some dark remote part of my mind. I don't have time nor do I want to be part of that ritual called love. I don't need to reproduce to give meaning to my life or should I say, justify my existence.

Body: Basically exercising more with S.E.R.P training.
Mind: I used to use a videogames system but now I'm using a dream system. Laugh if you want but I refuse to become someone who relies on substances such as drugs or alcohol to get through life.

Regard mind training; basically I'm accepting things as they were a dream. Which isn't far from the truth, I mean, think back to what you did or were doing 10 years ago? Doesn't everything seem so distant and almost unreal as though it was a dream?

Another important factor to not forget is to not let anything get to you...what I mean is, don't let the daily stress engulf you. Your not perfect and you'll never be...so accept the fact that you'll will be constantly messing up as you go through life. I don't mean that it's okay to mess up but when you do, just smile and accept the fact that your human. Also, always do your best...not because someone told you but do it for yourself.

While we often think that person or so and so has a better life. No one in this world has a glamorous or epic life. As they say, the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence. The most important thing I can say regarding this is; we grow stronger because of the hardships we are forced to endure...so please don't ever give up.

Be happy with what you have and stay positive. You can't be happy if your not positive. The fact your reading this can mean several things; you have a computer, your reading this at a internet cafe, your at your friend house, using other device, etc. Not everyone in this world has or has even seen a computer. If your using a internet cafe, means you have some freedom to use your money the way you see fit. If your at a friend house, kudos to you, you have a friend. If your reading this on something else, whatever it might be, be happy you own one. I know, it's a pretty weak analogy for staying positive but meh, this is a long post as it is...should finish it.

Remember who you are and what kind of person you want to become...only way to achieve that is to stay positive. Most important thing to remember is; it takes a whole lifetime to become the person you want to become.

R2
Probably won't be playing TO till the next event. It's not that there isn't things to do ingame. I actually have a few things I could do such as; get 3rd job change, get Mirage island access, do more TM quest (you can never do enough), upgrade gear (weapons and armor), farm galder (sort want to acquire a golden sword and shield for a quest), do more exploring, start a new character (probably be melee or magic user), etc.

R3
"Humans are born, then they die."
"If that were so, it would be better if we weren't born in the first place."
"I had those thoughts in the past. But the problem lies in what you do while you're alive."

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Sun, 13 Apr 2008 18:09:25 GMT

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R1
It's new season for anime...I still haven't finalized my list for this season. Only anime that I'm sure about is The Tower of Druaga: The Aegis Of Uruk. First episode was funny but suppose people who never played a rpg game or mmo wouldn't understand it.

R2
I created a guild...why? Just another random moment I guess...I have no intentions of actually recruiting or doing guild related things. That random moment of time costed me 2 million galder XD But it's okay, it's okay...cause I made a cool 6 million selling event items (Find the Everlasting Cherry Blossom!).

R3
"Well, no matter what people say, you can only rely on yourself in the end."

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Mon, 07 Apr 2008 00:44:10 GMT

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R1
Stephen King: Videogame Lunacy." The compact version...

So, nope — videogames are not my thing. Nor am I some kind of raving political nutcase. But when I heard about HB 1423, which happens to be a bill pending in the Massachusetts state legislature, I still hit the roof. HB 1423 would restrict or outright ban the sale of violent videogames to anyone under the age of 18. Which means, by the way, that a 17-year-old who can get in to see Hostel: Part II would be forbidden by law from buying (or renting, one supposes) the violent but less graphic Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas...

...What really makes me insane is how eager politicians are to use the pop culture — not just videogames but TV, movies, even Harry Potter — as a whipping boy. It's easy for them, even sort of fun, because the pop-cult always hollers nice and loud. Also, it allows legislators to ignore the elephants in the living room. Elephant One is the ever-deepening divide between the haves and have-nots in this country, a situation guys like Fiddy and Snoop have been indirectly rapping about for years. Elephant Two is America's almost pathological love of guns. It was too easy for critics to claim — falsely, it turned out — that Cho Seung-Hui (the Virginia Tech killer) was a fan of Counter-Strike; I just wish to God that legislators were as eager to point out that this nutball had no problem obtaining a 9mm semiautomatic handgun. Cho used it in a rampage that resulted in the murder of 32 people. If he'd been stuck with nothing but a plastic videogame gun, he wouldn't even have been able to kill himself.

R2
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R3
"After all my explanations, how could you possibly not understand?"

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Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:33:48 GMT

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R1
Once again I've rekindled my interest...
However, will I once again get lost?

R2
Several things have been irritating me in TO recently.
- Too many quests require you to drill. Drilling is fun but drilling for rare quest items...not fun >.<
- Claim system. Claim system is kind of loose...like someone can easily steal your prey. On boss fights...system sucks. Like anyone in the area can engage it and the person who gets the kill-shot gets' the loot. Which is kind of unfair since if you could technically just wait until boss has one or two hp bars left before engaging.
- How some mobs can one shot you. Remember that mob that one shotted me a while back? Well, that wasn't a fluke...apparently, he can critical hit you for 3.5k-3.8k fairly consistent. Which makes me wonder...what other mobs I have yet to encounter that can one shot me... Sidenote: I did get one shotted recently for 68k from a level one mob...
- Storage space. I'm at a point where I'm forced to be picky. Can only store trophy bucks...no room for memorabilia ; ;
I'll leave it at that for now.

R3
"In fear of being forgotten, trouble always makes a periodic visit."

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Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:56:13 GMT

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R1
Despite the fact that the word gullible is widely accepted in many English speaking countries, the word gullible can not be found in the English dictionary.

HAPPY MARCH 32th!

R2
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R3
"To believe or not to believe. That is the question this day asks."

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Sun, 30 Mar 2008 21:49:25 GMT

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R1
Time...
...time...
......time...

Can you slow down or speed up time?
The short answer is no because time is constant. While it's possible to experience the same event at a different speed. It does not mean time has slowed down or sped up. Take a drag race for example; the start to finish of race. The drivers and spectators experience those fews seconds differently.

I suppose if you add outside factors to the equation...you could slightly alter the rules. Although, things like bullet time might give you a false impression that you have slowed time down. However, that's not true, infact, your only experiencing that duration of time at a different speed. While I think being able to see things in bullet time is probably possible with technology...I'm rather doubtful that moving within bullet time space is possible (g-force factors would come into play...).

Things like I'll stop time and watch a anime/TV series are not possible. For starters...you would need something greater then bullet time speed (something like bullet time x10). Then you have to factor the limits of the items you want to interact with (computer and video). Look at this ratio for example, say 25 minutes (bullet time x??) = 1 second of time (universal time flow). Don't need to be a rocket scientist to deduce that you would need one extreme computer processor and a videoplayer that that supports speed x100,000? (random guess...you have to be able to play a 25 min file within 1 second time frame). Maybe I should leave it at that...interacting within bullet time x?? is probably not realistic since there are too many factors to overcome.

While I may believe that stopping time is not possible...I do beleive it's possible to regain time you used up. This of course would only be possible through the use of a time machine. I won't go into the details about time-traveling since time-traveling should be consider a taboo subject (I shudder to think of what would become of the present if a time machine ever fell into the hands of...well, the wrong hands). Even though time-traveling would allow the possibility to regain loss time (universal time flow)...it doesn't regain the amount of life lost (human time/lifespan).

The butterfly effect theory...I don't know...I always found it to be a bit too overrated. While I haven't thoroughly anazyled it...I believe it follows the "change rule." For starter...the thing or object in question, say a human, must be significant or have some significance to the timeline (past -> present -> future). Call me a doubter but say you sent an assassin to kill someone in the past. Say, his target was Albert Einstein (don't know why someone would want to but for the sake of this example...let's use him). The assassin however mistook a hobo for Einstein. Do you think the future would change?

However, if he were to succesfully eliminate Einstein...the future would change. However, I think the time line (present and future) would develop in a similar way. What I mean by that is that...someone else would discover what Einstein contributed to the world. Basically, a timeline is like a business. Does a business collapses when a employee don't show or he/she quits? No, it simply doesn't...generally someone else comes in or they hire someone new.

While I may never know if a entity or a group entities are responsible for time. Actually, I think it's best I stop and leave it at that for now...

R2
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R3
"But just having your eyes open doesn't necessarily mean that you are awake. Having a firm grip of the situation with your eyes would be the first step to understanding. How are you doing? Are you grasping the situation well?"

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Thu, 27 Mar 2008 23:04:49 GMT

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R1
As I was heating my noodles...it finally happened! I was staring at the electric socket while patiently waiting for my noodles. I thought...if that were to malfunction and in the event that everything would go up in flames. How would I feel about losing everything? I then pictured myself with nothing outside. I then realized that I could let go of all my material possessions.
Spiral_Hell's enlightenment skill has increased by 10.05 points

Mad props to Monty Oum for out doing himself in his second installment of his dead fantasy series (Dead Fantasy II). When I saw the first part several months back...it didn't really draw my attention. Felt that the first part dragged a bit. Also had trouble accepting that world...damage tolerance like DBZ (basically DBZ rules). Looked cool but felt like it didn't have a soul...like there was no point to the senseless violence. The second part feels different from the first...while, you could say that the pointless violence is still there. The second one has drawn my attention...the fight sequences are simply amazing. The introduction of magic and the characters working together is awesome. I look forward to the third installment...

R2
Haven't been in the mood to play lately...

R3
"You shouldn't get down so easily."

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Sat, 22 Mar 2008 21:09:35 GMT

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R1
"why, or why not" - Oshima Hiroyuki feat. Katakiri Rekka

Aaa...

To get my happiness I had done everything,
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
Then I noticed the fact there was not time.

I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

The whole world was at a complete standstill,
and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
The silent warning became louder every day,
Then I kept pretending not to hear.

The meaning had been in the eyes of the beholder all along.
It had grown dark before I found a sign.

"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me, all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please, while I am interrupting myself.
Aaa...

I hope I don't forget...

R2
Instead of playing TO this week...I revisited SF: alpha anthology. Not sure why I decided to play them again and yeah, I had re-unlock everything. This of course is nowhere as time consuming as GG but it's also a less rewarding experience.

R3
"The worst thing about being a lone survivor is the memories that you carry."

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Tue, 18 Mar 2008 05:22:43 GMT

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R1
SF: TLY part 9
Damn, should of visited site sooner, this been out for a while now.

Today I heard a song that reminded me of a song I used to listen to way back. I had to think for a bit to remember the name of that band. Anyways, the band is called "the box." While I don't recall how the box's "closer together" tape (relic format) came into my possession. I do remember thinking that they were Russian (don't ask)...turns out they're Canadian. Yet, I have no idea how this is even worth mentioning. I guess...I'm feeling lazy and don't want to put any thought into this entry...

R2
I'm now level 81 for TO. Game is getting a bit harder but not by a lot. Although, I did get hit for 3.5k from a slime monster recently (I only have 3k hp)...what made go O.O; was that the monster was only level 123. Monster I faced that were level 200+ would hit for 2k-ish but wouldn't one-shot my character with a single hit.

R3
"If i stoop to their level...does that mean I'm no better then them? No, but, not by enough."

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