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R1
While I can't say that I'm happy...I mean, come one, I've fallen again. Being happy about it...I would seriously question myself. Yet, after so many times of experiencing the same ordeal with same results...I can't help and wonder what's the whole purpose of it. I don't feel like these experiences will make my system stronger.

And for the record...I'm referring to a cold. I caught one again...as to why I speak of it in such a esoteric manner? I'm not sure...my perception is slightly altered perhaps?"

R2
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R3
"No matter how careful I am, it'll be unavoidable."

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R1
Following sounds like something you would find in a badly written self-help book. ( Read more... )

R2
Probably won't be playing TO till the next event. It's not that there isn't things to do ingame. I actually have a few things I could do such as; get 3rd job change, get Mirage island access, do more TM quest (you can never do enough), upgrade gear (weapons and armor), farm galder (sort want to acquire a golden sword and shield for a quest), do more exploring, start a new character (probably be melee or magic user), etc.

R3
"Humans are born, then they die."
"If that were so, it would be better if we weren't born in the first place."
"I had those thoughts in the past. But the problem lies in what you do while you're alive."

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R1
Time...
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R2
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R3
"But just having your eyes open doesn't necessarily mean that you are awake. Having a firm grip of the situation with your eyes would be the first step to understanding. How are you doing? Are you grasping the situation well?"

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R1
Currently, I'm stuck with a paradox question...well, it's not really a paradox but it's a question I'm having difficulty with. Since I don't intend to reveal what the question is...would be pointless to post theories that relate to it. Instead I'll do one of those survey I sometimes see on people's blog...

Alias: suppose I should say Spiral Hell?
Like(s): Such a annoying question...
Dislike(s): Rather then listing a whole bunch of things that I can't go into detail. I'll just say "everything"...everything generally pisses me off. If it's not pissing me off now...it will soon enough.
Drink: I mainly drink water. Although, I do like Cream Soda, which I have on occasions.
Food: Food is food, as long is doesn't kill me, I shouldn't complain. Although, I do oppose eating things alive. Basically, I like my food to be dead when it goes into my mouth.

Current:
TV series: Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles (rather enjoy it), Kyle XY (somewhat like but sometimes pisses me off when I think about it logically)
Anime series: Gundam 00 (how could I not enjoy it?), Shakugan No Shana Second (overall, I like it), Clannad (Youhei Sunohara is a god of laughter), H2O: Footprints in the Sand (it's okay...it did trigger a long forgotten memory of mine...), Rosario + Vampire (putting aside the ridiculous amount of fan service...show itself isn't that bad. While most people I know don't like "monster of the week" genre...I on the other hand do.)
Game(s): SF III: third Strike (I play a mean Ryu ^.^b), GG X2 (so much stuff to unlock again ; ;), Trickster Online (somewhat fun...although, I feel out of place)
Movie: Been too long since I went to the theater, so don't recall. Think I saw Terminator 2: Judgment Day a few days ago...or was it last week?

R2
This past week I've been playing TO. Went from level 30 to 34...mostly from questing and a bit of soloing. Only interesting story I have is...I entered this dungeon without bothering to talking to the npc for zone. Which I should of cause he would of told me that the dungeon didn't have a exit. So there I was...all alone in a area infested with monsters (level 40+) with only one way out (get K.O). Since I had nothing to lose, I decided to fight my way through. Overall, I got quite a bit of xp (experience points) and exploring done before finally deciding to leave area. It's rather refreshing playing a game where you can defeat a monster 20 levels above yours.

R3
"It would be a pity if the world ends before I could even have a chance of beating the video game that comes out next week."

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R1
Figuratively speaking, I no longer take or play with strays. Which basically means...I will no longer help people because I can no longer accept the responsibility that comes with it. Like, I no longer have the time or energy to be there for them. In all honesty, fixing someone is really a life long process...like they will often fall and break.

I suppose it irritates me...knowing that after putting so much effort...they will break if your not around. I can't hold someone's hand forever. When you do let go...some people think you hate them because you no longer contact them reguraly. Which pisses me off...can't they see your intentions? People who break their legs must re-learn to walk without crutches.

In the past when I helped people...I never helped people because I wanted to become a part of their life or future. However, sad fact is...you have to become a part of their life...if you intent to help. Although, you should know that involvement should be only temporally. A bird who's wing has been mended should return to the wild...after all, that's where it belongs. The person needs to be strong to move to a future where the helper isn't in it.

I think I'll leave it at that...really don't know where I'm heading with this and not sure why I'm writing about this subject matter...

Sidenote: I suppose time and experiences has made me a misanthropist. I suppose that's another thing that's wrong with me or at least society see it as wrong.
Spiral_Hell's likeability by society has decreased by 50 points.

R2
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R3
"I know all kinds of things about you...it's kind of creepy."

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R1
So, apparently, it's over. ( C ) and Louis are calling it quits...they going to go with the divorce. I don't know the details...just been told that they're breaking up...apparently, Louis doesn't want/care/love? ( C ) anymore. While this isn't anything new...believe this was stated last time they had marriage problems. No, I'm not surprised at how things are unfolding...Louis admitted to cheating last time and ( C ) took him back. Honestly, if your spouse cheated on you and you took him/her back...do you honestly think that things will go back to the way they were once? No, that's wishful thinking.

I suppose as the brother...I should be mad or hell-bent on kicking his ass?( Read more... )

R2
Uh, after typing that wall of text...no more typing...

R3
"Doing is more important then dreaming."

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